Something did change-

it was me.


It never ceases to amaze me how foolishly I believe in people.
Believe they're good in heart and mind.
I delude myself into trusting people blindly.

It always made me sad- seeing movies and shows where a character has no one.
Where they trust the wrong people.
They assume certain people will always be there to listen, and love.
It's all a delusion.

We mature, and then we go backwards.
Reversibility. Use it or lose it.
It's the same with our hearts.
Use them or lose them.

I've apparently lost mine, along with the ability to care.
Go on and be childish girl, I'm not fighting back this time.